Sabtu, 12 Desember 2015

Ketika

Ketika keraguan beranak pinak
Ketika serupa hati datang bersama janji
Ketika suara desir memenuhi jantung
Ketika sewadah ombak merekah di pelupuk mata

Senja lantas berpuisi menyambut gelap
"Wahai, petang
Terima kasih telah menjadi alasan untukku ada
Terima kasih menjadikanku keindahan untuk mentari
Terima kasih telah mengumbar janji untuk kembali."

Sorry

“I’m very sorry, Dan. I’m so sorry. Actually, from the beginning, this heart has already belonged to someone else. I’m sorry I cant…..” Said Alea in a very low voice as sounded like a murmur. Her dazed face was trying to look for any object around to drop her gaze with a reason that, perhaps, she could prevent herself for crying.  Unfortunately, she failed.
            Daniel touched her face softly. He tried to lead Alea’s strain gaze to his shady eyes as he calmly said,
            “Who is he?”
            Alea was silent.
            “Who is he, Alea?” asked Daniel for the second time but Alea still kept in silence. Only for the third question, she finally answered.
            “Even me also realize that I may never really know him. And I don’t know where he is now either. It’s been a long time actually…”
            Daniel and Alea were friends for about 5 years. They used to do anything together. Now, in a lake they usually share their stuff, Daniel confessed her love to Alea.
            Without waiting Alea’s gloom being worst, Daniel grabbed and dunked Alea’s head into his arms. It was a very warm hug which always made Alea was always pleased to devote all of her colors. All colors except the pink because that was the color she had given to someone who made her unable to accept Daniel to be more than just a friend.
            “I do love you, Daniel. But it is not something like that… I just cant…please, Im sorry…” Her tears were falling down badly as she said those words.
            “Im sorry…just pretend that I never say this thing to you if it can make you better. If it means a lot to you… I..don’t wanna make us be different.” He said. His love for her was very important, but Alea was the most important.

            “Me neither.”

VILLAIN

I see your face between the rain
There I wish you always be mine
While your no makes me insane
I have no one to be blamed

You make my heart naked and flamed
So there is no way for me to be kind
Now I don’t care whether you aren’t mind

You’re the one cause me be a love villain

YOU

Some people come
And You
Some people go
But You
Will always be
Be in my heart

Kamis, 12 November 2015

Happy Father's Day, Bapak

Bapak...
Perhaps, now I understand what you may think all this time... That you are an uneducated man and you don't know how to teach me well. Therefore, you send me to the very best school you know i can attempt. You never think about the money or the cost. What you always think is only about how to make me become educated girl so i can have a better life than you. You sacrifice everything you have for me, including "that one" which i'm sure there is no anybody can imagine what "that one" is.
Bapak... I Love You.
Thank you for letting me decide my own choice in life. Thank you for never imposing your things in mine. Thank you for always trusting me to do all i like to do about my passion. Thank you for supporting me when many people look down on my dream. Thank you for every surprise you have made... and I'm very thankful for having you because you are one of them who do not think that money is everything for happiness although we are lack in poverty.
I'm sorry...
I'm sorry for every harsh and rude words I've ever said to you....I'm sorry for every harsh and rude words I've ever said to you. I'm sorry for not really taking care of you. I'm sorry for always be your grumpy little girl as you are... i'm sorry...
Happy Father's Day... Bapak...


PS: I may be born to be like you who always have difficulties in showing our feeling in a right way...